All my efforts to be with you in your lives have come to to a slow grinding halt.

Dear Aryan ( Kanna)  and Avantika ( Budugum Budugum)
I love you. I miss you and i think of you every single minute. I have moved courts,  heaven and earth to be part of your lives but in this slow moving morass of system, Justice is a mirage.  In this world everything is guided by vested interest. Rarely you will come across someone with values and ethics. I wanted to give you the best the world can offer and i can offer ( a well rounded upbringing, with love affection, values and education so that you succeed in life and people around you around to be in your company.)
Your loving Papa.

You are the Purpose of My Life

Dear Aryan & Baby  Darling!
You are the Purpose of my life!!! You always will Be. 

Mindless offer

Aryan ( Khanna/Bujji Nanna)  & Avantika ( Budugum Budugum/Baby Darling)

I have got an offer from your other parent who holds you and your future as Hostage. It not an offer, it's a mindless Criminal Blackmail, She wants Ransom  to settle cases, i.e  she will remove false criminal cases she foisted against me and your paternal Grandmother ( Nanamma) , your  Aunt ( Atamma).

First of all your father will NOT  succumb to anything where your interests are no protected; You Need your Father's Love, Affection and Bond. Someone who cut that bond  without Remorse is psychopathic criminal and such person is not your interest. THIS is the Person who planned to Murder your father for his insurance Money. Secondly,  I'll NOT, SUCCUMB to Any Blackmail COME WHAT MAY.


“The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men and women. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother’s keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my children. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.”

Forever, 

Your Loving father

Fighting against the System

Aryan Kanna/Bujji Nanna & Baby Darling, my Budugum Budugum Avantika baby

I am fighting against the system to ensure you have access to your father, his love affection care and guidance, above all your precious time to bond and grow, feel normal that you have a loving father who loves and breaths for you.

The system is biased, words have no meaning, anything can be twisted to mean whatever powers that be  want mean.

• "Best interest of child"  means being with mother no matter how cruel and deviant that person is. Despite she cutting off children from their father. 
• One hand they talk about Gender equality on the other say  "Abala Nari. "
• Role of Father in the life of children is only given lip service. it is almost equated to play thing. 
• Word Justice is a 7 letter word it means nothing, when system is over loaded, laws made complex and complicated, and made with vote bank politics in mind. 

Kanna Aryan and Baby my Budugum Budugum ( it means bubbles ) I am doing every possible thing, a one man army fighting against the systemic prejudice with in the Law and administration of Law.  I hope and pray that you grow up Normal and Happy.

Aryan Kanna & Budugum Budugum,

Every passing day I keep thinking of you and missing  you. I get up with your thoughts and go to bed with your thoughts.  You are always in my thoughts and back of my head.  Knowing that you are growing up with most vicious criminals who are worst human beings one can ever came across my life, they can stoop to any levels for money, to an extent of planning to kill your father and throw him from 5^th floor for his for money. It bothers me to no end , and as to what will happen to you and how you will turn out to be? What morals, values and ethics will you grow up with such people.  

You both were born as angels. I don’t know how god looks like but I used to see god in you both, you are my god and goddess. Jumping, laughing running around, playful and blissful, full of innocence. You are the ones  I  live for, and the purpose I live for.  I miss you to no end and want to do everything for you so that you have stable and blissful life with innocence, and all the goodness in the world.

I am waiting for the day I will meet you. 

Yours Ever loving  Papa

Aryan - Kanna Happy Birthday

Hi Aryan
Happy birthday!! Kanna I miss you and i love you. You and baby are the two people im living for. one day i'll meet you and hug you. I miss you  Nanna. 

Happy Birth Day

Dear Avantika ( I lovely call you Budugum Budugum means bubbles) . Today is your 6th birth day.  I hope and wish that you had great birthday. I miss you and excruciatingly painful to think another birthday of your your passed by without me. I love yo and miss you. 

Dear Aryan ( My Kanna) and Avantika ( my budugum budum, my baby darling)

Dear Aryan & Avantika,

I will fight for you for your unadulterated access to your loving father. I'll not abandon you till my last breadth. I love you , i miss you every day every minute. yout future your well being is are the purpose of my life. 

Waiting for 28th March 2018

Dear Aryan & Avantika

The Court Ordered that you both be produced in the Court. I'm hopeful and earnestly eager to see you. May be you will be brought to court may be I'll see you will be able to  recognize me. I love you i miss you i long to see you. Hopefully deep in the heart you will long to see your father. 

mentally deviant people

Dear Arayan & Avantika

In life you will come across different kind of people the Good, the  Bad and the Ugly(in thoughts and deeds) . Steer yourself clear from the last two and  avoid them at any cost. they will do no good to you ever.  They are absolutely worthless, they have no inherent value,  and only thing they can do is burn you down,  destroy everything good around them. Such people are dangerous, they love none and they can love none. They use everyone, for them everyone is a tool to achieve something, They have zero self worth. They constantly plan to deceive others, extract  a living out of such deceit. They are the scourge on families and societies. They are poison like poisonous tree  and destroy family lineage.

I know you are too small to realize this now but eventually you will grow up and come across various people, i just pray god  to protect you such people and influences. I pray for  your purity of thought and mind.



Your Father, 

It has been a while

The more I see the world the more I realize how cruel it can be, how lives, hopes are wiped out without any reason nor rhyme. Everyday I pray for your protection i pray for your safety and i worry and sometime i wonder what you are,  how you are doing. A forgotten father, not sure if it ever registers in your mind or think of your missing father and ponder why he is not around  ( in spite of all his efforts).   we are caught  in a virtual prison of bias and injustice greed and malaise. justice in this world is rarest commodity. unless you  take care of yourself and protect yourself no on will. The worse form of abuse is when you are used as tools of extraction racket for money, perpetrated by greed and malice,   it is worse than child labor and abuse. they are no worse criminals than who perpetrates such abuse. Such people are sick.

I only hope you are free and happy devoid fear, anxiety and uncertainty. i only hope you grow stable strong and devoid of any harm. I know you are fragile vulnerable  and cant exercise your mind to figure out right from wrong, good from bad. you are always in my thoughts and time will come, it surely will come when you will meet your father. will wait for that day.   

With love,  your Papa!

A prayer for my Son And Daughter. Dear Lord, Your gifts are many. I'm grateful for everyone. One of the greatest gifts You've given is the gift of my dear son & daughter. Thank You for their lives dear Lord. Watch over them each day. May they  be safe and free from harm, as they  go about each day. Bless them through life's trials. Help them choose right from wrong. An example be, for all to see, standing tall, and proud and strong.