Sunday, November 27, 2011

Dear Aryan: Nov 26th 2011

This is your father, who happened to lose you when you are 16 months. A loss nothing else can fill. I'm writing this to connect with you hoping one day when you read you realize how much your father loves you. You are my everything Aryan, you are all I have, you are all my world. I had so many dreams about growing up with you, playing with you, being with you, being your friend, a father and caring for you. But i lost you to a cruel and violent  person filled with unjust hatred, and debase and bankrupt values,with whom I couldn't reason however much i tried, nor can i could keep her happy whatever i do. She has taken you away from me finally.All my tears and pleading to share you  for one week in a month and  fell on deaf ears. A bond between a father and son has been mercilessly broken by a cruel heart,a evil demon in a human form. For every difference opinion she uses you as a ransom against me, there is nothing i could do.

I have not seen god anywhere but in you, in your smile, in your hug, in every word you said and in everything you did...i don't know how lord Krishna is but i can tell you my son means more than lord krishna to me.

 Today is Nov 26th 2011. I love you and i miss you. I pray god protect you and take care of you  wherever you are.

your loving father
RVM Krishna