I don’t know why this separation happened to us, I don’t know what god has in his mind for us. Most of your precious childhood was taken away from me – by crazy minds filled with greed,  and hatred born out of greed. The only thing I keep holding so tightly is HOPE , HOPE that one day you  both will run to me and hug me, I die to hear your voice long to see you.  There are so many times I just flew from US just to see you and get a glimpse of you for few seconds  and waive at you while you as you  get down school bus and enter school.  It was my pilgrimage just like people take to visit god - Mecca , tirupathi , kailash.

I hope god has a reason, i hope  i will know the answer. For now i keep walking with your impressions in my heart. I love Kanna and Baby. 

Your Papa

letter to Aryan and avantika

Kanna & Baby

Form the day I was born and till the day I die there only two people in my life with whom I was in love and will be till my last - those are you both. You are my angels of my heart.  I don’t know how god looks like but I always seen you both as living god and goddess jumping, playing and running around in my house and in my heart.  Every day when I gave shower to you or dress you up, or fed you I felt as if I’m doing this for the my own god.  

However our destiny separated us by most poisonous minds, who constantly feed you nothing but hatred driven by their unsatiated greed, the darkest of minds trying to ruin your innocence, purity and fill you up with hatred, suspicion and fear of the father who is and has been longing to be with you, grow old with you and one day die holding your hands in peace that I did my duty to my gods by turning them into beautiful  and well educated souls!

Your souls your tender minds cant not decipher lies from truth, but your father