Dear Aryan Aanna,
Its been a while since I last saw you.my life and fate has been altered irretrievably..I feel terrible loss with out you around. But there not much i can do...i'm trying to pull up socks and be useful to the needy and thereby add some meaning to my life and existence. I look at others who are more unfortunate than me, the one who have lost there dear children and still trying to live, and I feel some solace looking at them and thinking at least you are safe and alive, I still have the hope that one day you will come to see me( I only hope that day comes before i die).
There are so many dreams i built around you, playing with you, teaching you & riding bicycle with you, going for swimming, teaching languages, sciences and maths, taking you with me to see the world, or just to be with you and grow old with you, and one final day just rest in your lap pass way from this world with peace and content. I have downloaded so many books and so many amazing programs that i wished you read and watch. I used to plan every little thing with for you - the schools you need to go , the clothes that look good on you. But all these dreams evaporated in to a thin mist and nothing left. You have been constantly at the back of mind, you still are, forever you will be.
Its been a while since I last saw you.my life and fate has been altered irretrievably..I feel terrible loss with out you around. But there not much i can do...i'm trying to pull up socks and be useful to the needy and thereby add some meaning to my life and existence. I look at others who are more unfortunate than me, the one who have lost there dear children and still trying to live, and I feel some solace looking at them and thinking at least you are safe and alive, I still have the hope that one day you will come to see me( I only hope that day comes before i die).
There are so many dreams i built around you, playing with you, teaching you & riding bicycle with you, going for swimming, teaching languages, sciences and maths, taking you with me to see the world, or just to be with you and grow old with you, and one final day just rest in your lap pass way from this world with peace and content. I have downloaded so many books and so many amazing programs that i wished you read and watch. I used to plan every little thing with for you - the schools you need to go , the clothes that look good on you. But all these dreams evaporated in to a thin mist and nothing left. You have been constantly at the back of mind, you still are, forever you will be.
