Dear Arayn (Kanna) & Avantika (Budugum Budugum )
All I wanted is to provide THE BEST  I can - a stable loving environment, an environment where you can bond with your Papa, have best possible education and upbringing devoid of manipulations of your innocent minds. You are love of my life and miss you.

Unfortunately, most devious & criminal minds are at work recklessly destroying your innocence and poison your minds purely driven by greed and self deception, and cut you off from your father and poison your minds  against  him. Rest of the world neither has time nor wherewithal know fact from fiction.
When you grow up and have a chance to read this blog, hopefully you will know and realize how much I love you and miss you.

Your loving Papa

Happy BirthDay

Dear Aryan Kanna,
Today you Turned Seven! I wish you very happy birthday. I hope and pry for your normal growth and development.I love you and I missed you. You probably don't understand How much I miss you and love you.  May be one day when you grow up and seek to meet your father I'll be waiting for you. I pray god to give me time to meet you and hug you, with out the unscrupulous criminals you infested you mind with poison and hatred for your father.

I have come to meet to you 10's of time and left unable to meet you given the evil forces around you trying to brain wash you and separate us, given to their greed for money.

You and Avantika are my only love of my live. I love you and miss you every minute, and I'm unable to do anything.

Your Papa waiting for you.

happy birthday to you my baby!

Dear Avantika,
I know you are too young to read this. I wish you a very happy birthday. Wherever you are I pray for your well being and happiness. You and Aryan and Aryan are my life,  I live & breath for you. you re all that i have in this world.

Our lives are separated by evil Criminals, and no amount of effort on my part to  spend time with you or be with you,  talk to you are obstructed, blocked and manipulated by these people, inpite of my begging and crawling to be part of your life. That is the reason i'm not able to meet you or be with you!!!

As always i love you and miss you. words cant capture my pain and suffering. I just mean all good for you. 

when you grow up watch it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmYv8XGl-YU&feature=youtu.be

Droplets from Heavens

“It is a joy for me to have a son and daughter who may have  inherited some  traits of my personality: the ability to rise above mere existence by sacrificing one’s self through the years for an impersonal goal.” Longing for the years to come,  and to see you grow up and meet your papa from the clutches of evil

thinking of you

My Dear Aryan & Avantika,

Letter to your parent

"I humbly plead with you let me put children in best school and I'll regularly come  pay to the school. Let them have the best possible education and environment, Let them have  bond with their loving father. None of us - neither Aryan Avantika  nor I -  committed any crime. It is pure  wickedness and unbounded greed brewing in your head abetted by greed your parents that is the root cause. Any sensible person puts their children's wellbeing and  future on top of their priority- not use them for ransom. You can't dictate relation based  on blackmail,  deceit and manipulations.

 I'm just worried about grossly harmful and mentally deviant person your father is and how he will  behave with my children - esp  Avantika.  if he could show his penis to you as disapproval of your marriage with Lalit, One  who planned along with you  to kill me  for my insurance money, when I was compelled to meet my children at  your house, he is capable of anything. I'm not going to abandon my children who are any mercy of crazy psychopaths."

You will not take my children,
you will not destroy our lives,
you will not destroy children's lives,
you will not poison children's minds,
You will not get away with murder,
my mother and sister 9 days in jail for no reason
my mother loss of eyesight, it will all accounted for.
Every evil deeds you have done,
every lie, every deceit, every bit of suffering you put me and my  family
for giving a life to you, will all be accounted for,
I'll bring justice to your pathetic psychotic self.
If such an evil like you wins there is no God! There is no justice,
you will not win.  you must not win!

Sometimes, in my heart a feeling emerges
That you have been created to provide meaning & a purpose and sense of direction for my life.
Before, you dwelled among the stars somewhere as star dust
And now, you came down to the earth to grace me with your presence, to lighten my heart with love.

Sometimes, in my heart a feeling emerges
That your smile, your glitter in eyes, your words "Papa" and hugs are mine to treasure
You ar emy living god, you may living angel.
A glimpse of your make my life blessed. 

Dear Aryan & Avantika
Kanna!! I have come to a stage where my life as i know is over.- from here my life may go in any direction and i have no idea. I have done every possible thing to secure your feature and well being, i have failed!! You both have been more than my life - i lived for you from the day you were born and nothing else mattered to me other than you.

Unfortunately, your childhood is taken away from me and you are taken away from love and affection of your father - purely driven by greed and malice by unscrupulous elements - Shalini Singh , Ashwani singh and Shanti singh. All they wanted is money and property, somehow they want grab, which anyway would have belonged to you & Avantika.

Even before you were born it is greed for which they were driven - for which she married me. They never cared about your future nor well being, They have no values no ethics they are the worst form of criminals. They are constantly feeding hatred against your father - even realizing that this would harm your mind and psych. Your papa used to come from US every 45 days to meet you rush to school - and used to stand at a bus stop @ school to waive you for 5 seconds while you enter and live the school - like a beggar, just so that you don't forget your papa. These criminal tried to take your papa's life when he came to meet you at their apt.

I'm not sure if i would ever see you in this life. I have treated and cared for you as my own god. I have tried to protect you and give best possible life and future. you will probably will never know what your papa done for you and how much he loved and cared for you. In case i'm not around and when you grow up and want to find out reach out your papa's friends
reach out

• BB Srinivas : https://www.linkedin.com/in/srinivasbbollepalli,
• Amit Garg: https://www.linkedin.com/in/amit-garg-094214
• Srinivas pannala - https://www.linkedin.com/in/srinivas-pannala-805601
• Jagdeep Singh - https://www.linkedin.com/in/jagdeep-singh-3b39151

I love you Nanna and Budugum!!!