The day you left

Dear Arayan and Avantika,

Papa loves you. You are always in my mind. Just waiting to see you, talk to you. I miss you Aryan nanna, I miss you baby darling. House is full of your toys,clothes,  you memories, 

to Aryan and Avantika

to Aryan and Avantika

It’s been more exactly a month since you and Avantika (our little baby darling) was taken away from me by the manipulations of courts and law. None of these lawyers judges have time or energy to get to bottom of the truth. All happened in matter of minutes and you were gone.  You have been with me for 10 months, doing well flourishing here with friends, and Montesoori  school where you and Avantika made good friends and a proper structured routine- away from the turmoil and psychotic behavior.  

There a vacuum in the house, can t believe what happened can’t get to terms with it.  Yes I long to see you and baby. More than I’m scared of your future, how our life will turn out to be.  What kind of brainwash she would to innocent minds. I always pray for your safety , security and well being.