Saturday, September 19, 2015

Kanna you are my angel Nanna!! you should love everyone and be friendly . stay away from bad influence. Love our little baby,take care of her, you are her big brother, make good friends, study well, play well and be curious ( yes you are, I know) keep that curiosity. I love you Nanna. I miss you
your unfortunate mother never saw marriage as abode of  happiness and bliss. She felt that as tool of extraction, demands with no responsibilities, a ticket to easy life and riches. Her mind is fully occupied with greed for assets, hatred built against other because she felt them as barriers to  grabbing someone eases property. She never ever felt, love compassion and affection to anyone not did she do anything in marriage.  After you came along and later Avantika she started using you as tools of extraction because I  used love you both more than my life. She is to revel in my pain and separation from you. To an extent that i had to beg her, crawl on my knees to  to see you talk to you and baby.  She is a evil psychopath  who filed dowry harassment cases against you  father her previous husband. You Nanny and Nanna are the corrpt minds aiding her and separating us.  She has no sense of shame dignity or self-respect. We are cursed with these evil people in our lives. 
Dear Aryan
In a span of 6 months you have  been transformed from being so close to Papa, wo is to carry papa,s pictures to school and wear pap's watch,  to someone who was taught to hate Papa. You were saying " My papa kamina",  " My papa bekar", you were saying "if you kidnap me you will be jailed , showing me handcuffs".
 I long to talk to  you, meet you, see you, hug you kanna, along with our little baby. Other day,when i called to talk to you,  you were saying  "what?"  and just hung up the phone. I know Kanna this all not you , you are a innocent my little child god who is made to do all this to spite me by your unfortunate evil maternal parents, and a mother who had no heart nor love; they are just hollow and evil driven with greed and hatred. They are the forces of evil slowly steady poisoning your mind to hate me.

I love you and i live and breath for you and baby.

Friday, September 18, 2015

Aryan Kanna & Avantika baby

Dear Aryan and Avantika,
Couple of  days  are gone by Ganesh festival. Aryan you used to start dancing and laugh when i  used to sing "Ganapathi bappa maurya, Mangamurthi Maurya...." Hope you had a great time during Ganesh festival.  When i used to ask you who is papa's Ganesha you used say "I". when papa used ask you , "who is papa'a Shiva" you  used to say "I" and give me  sweet kiss. I love you Nanna i miss you.

Baby Fellow, My little darling, I love you. I miss you and little cats miss you as well. everyday papa used to pull your little cycle to park with a small rope attached to it,  as you used to sit but not peddle. Most of the time you used to spend time on Jhula.  When Mrs. Merijo used to ask you if you are pretty or cute you used to say "i'm pretty". My sweet little darling! you used to compete with Aryan in learning and writing 3 letter words. I love you baby!!


Thursday, September 17, 2015

Read about Ahmed, I saw you in him!!!!

Dear Aryan and Avantika 
You are a wonderful, smart, clever, creative, polite, courteous, highly intelligent, impressive, tolerant  and playful little angels of papa. You deserve the best in the world and world needs you as able young man and woman. Peace & stay strong. You are always in papas thoughts. 

Love you