Tuesday, January 10, 2017
Friday, December 30, 2016
Dec 31, 2016
My Son Aryan & My Baby Avantika
Today is 31st of 2016. Both of you growing up fast. I have seen god in your eyes, in your hugs, in your smile, in your laugh, in your tender hands and feet, in your breath and in everything that make you. I truly felt you are my walking, living talking god who has come down to live with me. I wanted to raise you in pristine environment with values, virtues, ethics, compassion and love. so the you imbibe all the virtues for becoming a good person devoid of negative emotions. I dreamt of a future where im there with you always to guide you, believed that is my purpose in life.
Unfortunately you have been separated form me by evil who are only after money- some how by hook or crook extract money keeping you as hostage. little do they realize how crooked they are and how futile their malicious actions are. They will burn down with their own greed.
I'll wait for you till the day you are grown up and where you are without fear come to your Papa. I know you come back to me.
I love you and miss you Kanna & Baby. My Prayers are with you to protect you from poisonous environment around you.
Your truly loving Papa.
Today is 31st of 2016. Both of you growing up fast. I have seen god in your eyes, in your hugs, in your smile, in your laugh, in your tender hands and feet, in your breath and in everything that make you. I truly felt you are my walking, living talking god who has come down to live with me. I wanted to raise you in pristine environment with values, virtues, ethics, compassion and love. so the you imbibe all the virtues for becoming a good person devoid of negative emotions. I dreamt of a future where im there with you always to guide you, believed that is my purpose in life.
Unfortunately you have been separated form me by evil who are only after money- some how by hook or crook extract money keeping you as hostage. little do they realize how crooked they are and how futile their malicious actions are. They will burn down with their own greed.
I'll wait for you till the day you are grown up and where you are without fear come to your Papa. I know you come back to me.
I love you and miss you Kanna & Baby. My Prayers are with you to protect you from poisonous environment around you.
Your truly loving Papa.
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
Sunday, December 18, 2016
Precious Time
You have been robbed of precious time, love affection, experiences with near and dear ones. I love you and i miss you . Merry Christmas!!
Friday, December 2, 2016
thinking of you
Dear Aryan Kanna and (budugum) Baby,
It has been months i have seen you. it has has been 657 days since you were gone. not a day, not a few minutes go by by without thinking of you uttering your names. Every moment, I pray for your safety and well being, and protection of your innocence from constant mental poisoning negativity around you. Any normal child will be brainwashed. I see god & goddess in you, hope and wish your inherent self protect you from the evil influences you are surrounded with retain your soul.
I promising myself that i need to be health healthy so that when you grow up and seek your father I'm around healthy and fit. It will be another 4216 days for you to turn 18 ( 2028) and 4937 for baby to turn 18 ( 2030). So i need to be alive and healthy for another 14 years and beyond. You are my true love, you are my first love and i'll wait for you. I promise you i'll will be alive and fit when you come to meet me.
Meanwhile i offered to the person holding you away from me that i'll pay directly for everything for your better education ( best boarding schools- Rishi Valley or Lawrence Lovedale) but she is seeking seeking ransom.
I'll fight for you and i'll be fit and healthy till you come back to me. I love you and miss you. Your Papa.
It has been months i have seen you. it has has been 657 days since you were gone. not a day, not a few minutes go by by without thinking of you uttering your names. Every moment, I pray for your safety and well being, and protection of your innocence from constant mental poisoning negativity around you. Any normal child will be brainwashed. I see god & goddess in you, hope and wish your inherent self protect you from the evil influences you are surrounded with retain your soul.
I promising myself that i need to be health healthy so that when you grow up and seek your father I'm around healthy and fit. It will be another 4216 days for you to turn 18 ( 2028) and 4937 for baby to turn 18 ( 2030). So i need to be alive and healthy for another 14 years and beyond. You are my true love, you are my first love and i'll wait for you. I promise you i'll will be alive and fit when you come to meet me.
Meanwhile i offered to the person holding you away from me that i'll pay directly for everything for your better education ( best boarding schools- Rishi Valley or Lawrence Lovedale) but she is seeking seeking ransom.
I'll fight for you and i'll be fit and healthy till you come back to me. I love you and miss you. Your Papa.
Monday, November 28, 2016
Sunday, September 18, 2016
I don’t know why this separation happened to us, I don’t know what god
has in his mind for us. Most of your precious childhood was taken away from me
– by crazy minds filled with greed, and hatred born out of greed. The only thing I
keep holding so tightly is HOPE , HOPE that one day you both will run to me and hug me, I die to hear
your voice long to see you. There are so
many times I just flew from US just to see you and get a glimpse of you for few
seconds and waive at you while you as
you get down school bus and enter
school. It was my pilgrimage just like people take to visit god - Mecca , tirupathi , kailash.
I hope god has a reason, i hope i will know the answer. For now i keep walking with your impressions in my heart. I love Kanna and Baby.
Your Papa
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