I don’t know why this separation happened to us, I don’t know what god has in his mind for us. Most of your precious childhood was taken away from me – by crazy minds filled with greed,  and hatred born out of greed. The only thing I keep holding so tightly is HOPE , HOPE that one day you  both will run to me and hug me, I die to hear your voice long to see you.  There are so many times I just flew from US just to see you and get a glimpse of you for few seconds  and waive at you while you as you  get down school bus and enter school.  It was my pilgrimage just like people take to visit god - Mecca , tirupathi , kailash.

I hope god has a reason, i hope  i will know the answer. For now i keep walking with your impressions in my heart. I love Kanna and Baby. 

Your Papa