Nanna,
Going through mental turmoil, what should i be doing? what's right? whats wrong? whats good for you and whats not. With this alienation between us what kind of bonding we will have? slowly and steadily you will be emotionally distanced away from me. Your moms parents are selfish and have stolen you from me, they are part of this crime too with their vested interest in having you with them.
Should i give up hope on you??? Should i let you go? You are the only child i have and I have built all my hopes and aspirations around you. I don't know if you would ever feel pain and longing that your father feels for you.
The more i long for you the more this female will exploit me. Everytime i cant hold back from meeting you i have to walk into a devil's den ( or in her own words a Dracula's den)
I have married a most disgusting female that i have come across in my life, a person who has no values, no morality, no character, tells lies at the drop of hat, filled with hatred & jealousy, and demands luxuries at others cost, no gratitude, no sense of respect nor dignity. says others don't love her but doesn't question herself what she has done to other so that they love her. Love does not flow out of vacume.People fear her violent and disgusting character. Even to take you to meet you paternal grandparent at most once in 2 weeks its is a uphill battle, and turmoil. If my folks talk in Telugu it's an issue and says we are dividing and ruling. Hello!! you married a Telugu guy? you didn't have issue then? She lived life like miserable, violent, abusive, female who can dive any one crazy. I was such a fool marry her out of sympathy and thinking so called art of living follower and spiritual person. I was just conned in to marriage thinking she is peaceful, pious and happy girl. Little did i know what i was walking into hardly know her for 6 weeks before marriage. When i look back I'm actually surprised how i lived with her enduring so many episodes where i had to go out of the house and stay in guest house or my parents place.
Does this kid of female would give you better life? better future? I don't think so.You will have no proper environment, no proper education and no proper career. Your life will be ruined!!
Going through mental turmoil, what should i be doing? what's right? whats wrong? whats good for you and whats not. With this alienation between us what kind of bonding we will have? slowly and steadily you will be emotionally distanced away from me. Your moms parents are selfish and have stolen you from me, they are part of this crime too with their vested interest in having you with them.
Should i give up hope on you??? Should i let you go? You are the only child i have and I have built all my hopes and aspirations around you. I don't know if you would ever feel pain and longing that your father feels for you.
The more i long for you the more this female will exploit me. Everytime i cant hold back from meeting you i have to walk into a devil's den ( or in her own words a Dracula's den)
I have married a most disgusting female that i have come across in my life, a person who has no values, no morality, no character, tells lies at the drop of hat, filled with hatred & jealousy, and demands luxuries at others cost, no gratitude, no sense of respect nor dignity. says others don't love her but doesn't question herself what she has done to other so that they love her. Love does not flow out of vacume.People fear her violent and disgusting character. Even to take you to meet you paternal grandparent at most once in 2 weeks its is a uphill battle, and turmoil. If my folks talk in Telugu it's an issue and says we are dividing and ruling. Hello!! you married a Telugu guy? you didn't have issue then? She lived life like miserable, violent, abusive, female who can dive any one crazy. I was such a fool marry her out of sympathy and thinking so called art of living follower and spiritual person. I was just conned in to marriage thinking she is peaceful, pious and happy girl. Little did i know what i was walking into hardly know her for 6 weeks before marriage. When i look back I'm actually surprised how i lived with her enduring so many episodes where i had to go out of the house and stay in guest house or my parents place.
Does this kid of female would give you better life? better future? I don't think so.You will have no proper environment, no proper education and no proper career. Your life will be ruined!!
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