All my efforts to be with you in your lives have come to to a slow grinding halt.

Dear Aryan ( Kanna)  and Avantika ( Budugum Budugum)
I love you. I miss you and i think of you every single minute. I have moved courts,  heaven and earth to be part of your lives but in this slow moving morass of system, Justice is a mirage.  In this world everything is guided by vested interest. Rarely you will come across someone with values and ethics. I wanted to give you the best the world can offer and i can offer ( a well rounded upbringing, with love affection, values and education so that you succeed in life and people around you around to be in your company.)
Your loving Papa.

You are the Purpose of My Life

Dear Aryan & Baby  Darling!
You are the Purpose of my life!!! You always will Be. 

Mindless offer

Aryan ( Khanna/Bujji Nanna)  & Avantika ( Budugum Budugum/Baby Darling)

I have got an offer from your other parent who holds you and your future as Hostage. It not an offer, it's a mindless Criminal Blackmail, She wants Ransom  to settle cases, i.e  she will remove false criminal cases she foisted against me and your paternal Grandmother ( Nanamma) , your  Aunt ( Atamma).

First of all your father will NOT  succumb to anything where your interests are no protected; You Need your Father's Love, Affection and Bond. Someone who cut that bond  without Remorse is psychopathic criminal and such person is not your interest. THIS is the Person who planned to Murder your father for his insurance Money. Secondly,  I'll NOT, SUCCUMB to Any Blackmail COME WHAT MAY.


“The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men and women. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother’s keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my children. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.”

Forever, 

Your Loving father

Fighting against the System

Aryan Kanna/Bujji Nanna & Baby Darling, my Budugum Budugum Avantika baby

I am fighting against the system to ensure you have access to your father, his love affection care and guidance, above all your precious time to bond and grow, feel normal that you have a loving father who loves and breaths for you.

The system is biased, words have no meaning, anything can be twisted to mean whatever powers that be  want mean.

• "Best interest of child"  means being with mother no matter how cruel and deviant that person is. Despite she cutting off children from their father. 
• One hand they talk about Gender equality on the other say  "Abala Nari. "
• Role of Father in the life of children is only given lip service. it is almost equated to play thing. 
• Word Justice is a 7 letter word it means nothing, when system is over loaded, laws made complex and complicated, and made with vote bank politics in mind. 

Kanna Aryan and Baby my Budugum Budugum ( it means bubbles ) I am doing every possible thing, a one man army fighting against the systemic prejudice with in the Law and administration of Law.  I hope and pray that you grow up Normal and Happy.

Aryan Kanna & Budugum Budugum,

Every passing day I keep thinking of you and missing  you. I get up with your thoughts and go to bed with your thoughts.  You are always in my thoughts and back of my head.  Knowing that you are growing up with most vicious criminals who are worst human beings one can ever came across my life, they can stoop to any levels for money, to an extent of planning to kill your father and throw him from 5^th floor for his for money. It bothers me to no end , and as to what will happen to you and how you will turn out to be? What morals, values and ethics will you grow up with such people.  

You both were born as angels. I don’t know how god looks like but I used to see god in you both, you are my god and goddess. Jumping, laughing running around, playful and blissful, full of innocence. You are the ones  I  live for, and the purpose I live for.  I miss you to no end and want to do everything for you so that you have stable and blissful life with innocence, and all the goodness in the world.

I am waiting for the day I will meet you. 

Yours Ever loving  Papa

Aryan - Kanna Happy Birthday

Hi Aryan
Happy birthday!! Kanna I miss you and i love you. You and baby are the two people im living for. one day i'll meet you and hug you. I miss you  Nanna. 

Happy Birth Day

Dear Avantika ( I lovely call you Budugum Budugum means bubbles) . Today is your 6th birth day.  I hope and wish that you had great birthday. I miss you and excruciatingly painful to think another birthday of your your passed by without me. I love yo and miss you.