Dear Aryan,
You are fast asleep and i have some time to put my thoughts together.I feel your mommy is your mommy after, I think however much i love you and how much i long for you, i feel you need mommy too and eventually i would have to return you to her. Not because i fear legal consequences ( i'm illegal anyway now with all the arrest warrant against me and the court cases), but my conscience is not comfortable. I would rather lose you to her than take you away from her. May be these are your last days with me....i dont know if i would ever see you.
I don't know if she ever see reason, if she does we wouldn't have been in this situation. Anyways, separation however painful is only choice. Hopefully i will get a bail tomorrow and may be shalini comes for a compromise.
You are fast asleep and i have some time to put my thoughts together.I feel your mommy is your mommy after, I think however much i love you and how much i long for you, i feel you need mommy too and eventually i would have to return you to her. Not because i fear legal consequences ( i'm illegal anyway now with all the arrest warrant against me and the court cases), but my conscience is not comfortable. I would rather lose you to her than take you away from her. May be these are your last days with me....i dont know if i would ever see you.
I don't know if she ever see reason, if she does we wouldn't have been in this situation. Anyways, separation however painful is only choice. Hopefully i will get a bail tomorrow and may be shalini comes for a compromise.
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