Waiting for 28th March 2018

Dear Aryan & Avantika

The Court Ordered that you both be produced in the Court. I'm hopeful and earnestly eager to see you. May be you will be brought to court may be I'll see you will be able to  recognize me. I love you i miss you i long to see you. Hopefully deep in the heart you will long to see your father. 

mentally deviant people

Dear Arayan & Avantika

In life you will come across different kind of people the Good, the  Bad and the Ugly(in thoughts and deeds) . Steer yourself clear from the last two and  avoid them at any cost. they will do no good to you ever.  They are absolutely worthless, they have no inherent value,  and only thing they can do is burn you down,  destroy everything good around them. Such people are dangerous, they love none and they can love none. They use everyone, for them everyone is a tool to achieve something, They have zero self worth. They constantly plan to deceive others, extract  a living out of such deceit. They are the scourge on families and societies. They are poison like poisonous tree  and destroy family lineage.

I know you are too small to realize this now but eventually you will grow up and come across various people, i just pray god  to protect you such people and influences. I pray for  your purity of thought and mind.



Your Father, 

It has been a while

The more I see the world the more I realize how cruel it can be, how lives, hopes are wiped out without any reason nor rhyme. Everyday I pray for your protection i pray for your safety and i worry and sometime i wonder what you are,  how you are doing. A forgotten father, not sure if it ever registers in your mind or think of your missing father and ponder why he is not around  ( in spite of all his efforts).   we are caught  in a virtual prison of bias and injustice greed and malaise. justice in this world is rarest commodity. unless you  take care of yourself and protect yourself no on will. The worse form of abuse is when you are used as tools of extraction racket for money, perpetrated by greed and malice,   it is worse than child labor and abuse. they are no worse criminals than who perpetrates such abuse. Such people are sick.

I only hope you are free and happy devoid fear, anxiety and uncertainty. i only hope you grow stable strong and devoid of any harm. I know you are fragile vulnerable  and cant exercise your mind to figure out right from wrong, good from bad. you are always in my thoughts and time will come, it surely will come when you will meet your father. will wait for that day.   

With love,  your Papa!

A prayer for my Son And Daughter. Dear Lord, Your gifts are many. I'm grateful for everyone. One of the greatest gifts You've given is the gift of my dear son & daughter. Thank You for their lives dear Lord. Watch over them each day. May they  be safe and free from harm, as they  go about each day. Bless them through life's trials. Help them choose right from wrong. An example be, for all to see, standing tall, and proud and strong.  

Dear Arayn (Kanna) & Avantika (Budugum Budugum )
All I wanted is to provide THE BEST  I can - a stable loving environment, an environment where you can bond with your Papa, have best possible education and upbringing devoid of manipulations of your innocent minds. You are love of my life and miss you.

Unfortunately, most devious & criminal minds are at work recklessly destroying your innocence and poison your minds purely driven by greed and self deception, and cut you off from your father and poison your minds  against  him. Rest of the world neither has time nor wherewithal know fact from fiction.
When you grow up and have a chance to read this blog, hopefully you will know and realize how much I love you and miss you.

Your loving Papa

Happy BirthDay

Dear Aryan Kanna,
Today you Turned Seven! I wish you very happy birthday. I hope and pry for your normal growth and development.I love you and I missed you. You probably don't understand How much I miss you and love you.  May be one day when you grow up and seek to meet your father I'll be waiting for you. I pray god to give me time to meet you and hug you, with out the unscrupulous criminals you infested you mind with poison and hatred for your father.

I have come to meet to you 10's of time and left unable to meet you given the evil forces around you trying to brain wash you and separate us, given to their greed for money.

You and Avantika are my only love of my live. I love you and miss you every minute, and I'm unable to do anything.

Your Papa waiting for you.

happy birthday to you my baby!

Dear Avantika,
I know you are too young to read this. I wish you a very happy birthday. Wherever you are I pray for your well being and happiness. You and Aryan and Aryan are my life,  I live & breath for you. you re all that i have in this world.

Our lives are separated by evil Criminals, and no amount of effort on my part to  spend time with you or be with you,  talk to you are obstructed, blocked and manipulated by these people, inpite of my begging and crawling to be part of your life. That is the reason i'm not able to meet you or be with you!!!

As always i love you and miss you. words cant capture my pain and suffering. I just mean all good for you.