letter to Aryan and avantika

Kanna & Baby

Form the day I was born and till the day I die there only two people in my life with whom I was in love and will be till my last - those are you both. You are my angels of my heart.  I don’t know how god looks like but I always seen you both as living god and goddess jumping, playing and running around in my house and in my heart.  Every day when I gave shower to you or dress you up, or fed you I felt as if I’m doing this for the my own god.  

However our destiny separated us by most poisonous minds, who constantly feed you nothing but hatred driven by their unsatiated greed, the darkest of minds trying to ruin your innocence, purity and fill you up with hatred, suspicion and fear of the father who is and has been longing to be with you, grow old with you and one day die holding your hands in peace that I did my duty to my gods by turning them into beautiful  and well educated souls!

Your souls your tender minds cant not decipher lies from truth, but your father 

To my baby darling Avantika

Letter to my daughter on women's day

Darling Budugum Budugum,

 

Today is International Women’s day and you being the most important women of my life, I thought of dropping an email to you, but you are too little to read. One day when you grew up your will how much your papa longed to be with you and celebrate your childhood, and be a parent in your life. 

 Unfortunately, I’m so sorry I am not able to see you grow up as I so much want to. Please don’t blame people or the world for this. A lot of life is simply luck and mine is running out.

Most dads and daughters have decades to chat around while playing, studying, driving we don’t have that time. I wasn’t able to drop you off on your first day at school, pick you up after your extracurricular classes, hold you when your heart hurts or cheer when you are winning. But while your Papa will keep trying till the end of his life, I thought I’d try to give you some life advice on the women’s day. I hope it gives you some comfort.

 

School

Everyone will say it’s vital to work hard at school. Hopefully you’ll always do your best. I did well at school but did it do me much good in life? Not really. School work is important, but make sure you have fun too.

Career

Do what makes you happy and that you enjoy. If you do so, life suddenly becomes much, much easier.

You may need to start a few different careers to find the one you enjoy, but so be it. One life, one chance.

Manners

Always remember your please and thank-yous. The reason I drum manners into you is because they will help you throughout your life. Always be courteous, especially to elders. Remember to write thank-you letters for gifts of kindness as it is always nice to act with grace and gratitude.

Remember to respect everyone and please be human & sensitive to others.

Learn to Drive Cycle

Most dads teach their daughters to drive and usually fall out in the process. Make sure you learn how to drive as soon you can – it opens up the world for you.

Travel 

It’s a cliche to say travel broadens the mind, but it’s true. See as much of the world as you can. 

Be Happy

You never laugh at 50%: you always laugh at 100%. Your laugh takes over your whole body and is highly infectious. I hope you never lose that. There is no point in asking you not to be sad when I am not around. I know you will be, princess. And I wish I could be there to wrap my arms around you and snuggle you until you smile again. 

Believe in Yourself

In life, many people will say you cannot do things. You make up your mind. Can you? Do you want to? Big challenges involve risks so make smart choices. Those who told me I couldn’t do certain things didn’t want me to do them. If you want something, it is nearly always possible, so do your best. I’m sure there’s a hell of a lot you can achieve!

Remember power brings responsibility, never misuse the power you get. 

And finally… Thank you for being you, Budugum. Thank you for paying me the biggest compliment of all time by calling me Papa. Having you as my daughter is the greatest honour of my life. Thank you for teaching me more about love and happiness than any other person.

Enjoy your life. Don’t rush through it. Papa is trying hard to be with you and Aryan! 

All my love, always, to you will be my god and goddesses!! Wish you a very happy women's day!!

Papa

Aryan Kanna and Baby Avantika, 

You are being constantly poisoned against your own papa  by none other your mother and maternal grand parents. They are hell bent of separating you away from me.The reality is i'm your father and I love you and and you used to be so attached to me. I love you  and miss you nanna. I know you are innocent kid who is being used as pawns in er vendetta led by greed and deceit.

Feb 05 2016

Dear Aryan Kanna and Avantika baba,
I'm fighting through this court systems to secure your future, you have the right to get the best in the world. You have right to get best education, go  to best schools  in USA and a chance to get into top ivy league universities. Unfortunately fate has taken all this away from you and away from me. You have been constantly been poisoned to  hate your own loving father.

Court has given me two days to be with you. I came down to Mumbai from USA to be with you only to realize that you are not allowed to spend time with me by crooked manipulations. i'm just watching helplessly  to spend time with you and hope to secure your future.I love you i miss you kanna and baby fellow.

memories

Hi Aryan Kanna and Avanitka my Budugum Baby ,
I love and I miss you! You are always on my thoughts. I cherish every minute i spent with you. You Grand Mother, Nanamma, is in hospital longing to see you and Avanitka as it has been more than 2 years since she last saw you. She just wanted to catch a glimpse of you both. I earnestly requested your mother but of no use. None of your paternal grandparents have seen you.

You both re being alienated, brainwashed, poisoned  a day by day from me. You were both sol glued to me while we are in USA. I love Nanna, I love Kanna. I pains to see you , such a innocent and kid, in whom i see god, utter bad words on me under the influence your maternal grandparents and oyur mother.

You are my god you are my Shiva , you are my  Krishna, you are my everything.  I see god in you. I love you and i miss you. I know one day you will come to me. I'l wait for that day.

Aryan Kanna!! & Baby Fellow!!
I'm trying every possible means to protect your future and your well being from the clutches of  evil minds who are doing their best to alienate you by poisoning  your impressionable minds with unsatiated greed for money and property. They can stoop to any levels as they have no ethics, no values no dignity. I'll fight  against this till  by last breadth to ensure your have happy nurturing environment. I will not give up and i'll not relent till justice is done to you and your lives are protected. I live and breath for you. However hopeless these over-burdened court systems with their stereotypical gender biased myopic laws framed and governed with  statistical law of averages,  I'll fight for you and would never ever  give up.