Waiting for 28th March 2018

Dear Aryan & Avantika

The Court Ordered that you both be produced in the Court. I'm hopeful and earnestly eager to see you. May be you will be brought to court may be I'll see you will be able to  recognize me. I love you i miss you i long to see you. Hopefully deep in the heart you will long to see your father. 

mentally deviant people

Dear Arayan & Avantika

In life you will come across different kind of people the Good, the  Bad and the Ugly(in thoughts and deeds) . Steer yourself clear from the last two and  avoid them at any cost. they will do no good to you ever.  They are absolutely worthless, they have no inherent value,  and only thing they can do is burn you down,  destroy everything good around them. Such people are dangerous, they love none and they can love none. They use everyone, for them everyone is a tool to achieve something, They have zero self worth. They constantly plan to deceive others, extract  a living out of such deceit. They are the scourge on families and societies. They are poison like poisonous tree  and destroy family lineage.

I know you are too small to realize this now but eventually you will grow up and come across various people, i just pray god  to protect you such people and influences. I pray for  your purity of thought and mind.



Your Father, 

It has been a while

The more I see the world the more I realize how cruel it can be, how lives, hopes are wiped out without any reason nor rhyme. Everyday I pray for your protection i pray for your safety and i worry and sometime i wonder what you are,  how you are doing. A forgotten father, not sure if it ever registers in your mind or think of your missing father and ponder why he is not around  ( in spite of all his efforts).   we are caught  in a virtual prison of bias and injustice greed and malaise. justice in this world is rarest commodity. unless you  take care of yourself and protect yourself no on will. The worse form of abuse is when you are used as tools of extraction racket for money, perpetrated by greed and malice,   it is worse than child labor and abuse. they are no worse criminals than who perpetrates such abuse. Such people are sick.

I only hope you are free and happy devoid fear, anxiety and uncertainty. i only hope you grow stable strong and devoid of any harm. I know you are fragile vulnerable  and cant exercise your mind to figure out right from wrong, good from bad. you are always in my thoughts and time will come, it surely will come when you will meet your father. will wait for that day.   

With love,  your Papa!