Aryan ( Kanna, bujji nanna) & Avanitka ( Budugum Budugum)

Dear Budugum Budum & Aryan Kanna,

There are no words to capture my feeling of love and affection for you, and wanting to be with you and grow with you and see you grow up. I wanted to be the path in which you take your steps, capture all your innocent smiles, all your laughs, cherish every one of those moments.

People are dying in this pandemic - life today is gone tomorrow. I have made innumerable calls to connect with you, anxious about how you and Arayan are doing but my phone is blocked. Unfortunately, there are evil forces that sabotaged our bond, disconnected us, and destroyed us.

I love you and i miss you. 

Covid 19

Date 06 April 2020:

Dear Aryan Kanna (Bujji Nanna) and Avantika my Baby Darling (Budugudm Budugum),  

I am writing this to you during the most trying times of our lives. I don’t know if and when you will get to read this (probably when you are all grown up).

The World had faced with Coronavirus ( COVID-19)  in Jan 2020 a deadly pandemic that brought the whole world to a standstill. Millions are infected with it and 10’s of thousands of them had an unfortunate end. It initially started in China in December 2019, and rapidly spread to the rest of the world. India is on a curfew from March 16th, 2020, with people confined to their houses.

I was supposed to head back to the US and my flight was booked for 19.March.2020 and all flights were canceled due to this pandemic. I have come to Ongole ( your paternal grandparent's native town) for the funeral of my Aunt ( your grandfather’s elder brother’s wife)

When this pandemic broke out I was terribly worried about you as Mumbai is one of the epicenters for the outbreak in India. I had sleepless nights. I have sent you masks, sanitizer through amazon. I tried to call you innumerable times,  almost daily,  on your other Parent number ( and also her Parent's numbers as well). But these unscrupulous people blocked my contact with you using you as a hostage to extract money/ransom. They are trying to you to blackmail me and tried everything to severe our bond, and love and affection I have for you.

When you were little you both used to sleep on my chest and hug and sleep. I love you Kanna; I love you Budugum.  I miss you my dear little darlings. 

I will be waiting for you forever hoping one day you will come to your Papa!! I will be waiting for that day.

Your Papa.

rvmkrishna@gmail.com

Jan 14 2020

Dear Aryan Kanna and Baby Budugum,
Years have gone by but i am not able to meet you despite all my efforts laune in the court system; I will keep fighting for you. There are unscrupulous people who are holding you as hostage and in turn seek ransom; it  is worse than people on the street using their children for evoking sympathy; or kidnappers taking your children and demand ransom to give back your children. there you pay money you will get children back but here  they are keeping children to extract monies.

Those criminal deviant and evil minds  don't/can't understand nor don't care they are destroying your lives. Theres are worst form of criminals perpetrating child abuse.


Courts don't understand what is in your welfare, they don't understand what constitutes  welfare of the child. They operate based on presumptions and assumptions. They don't understand that they don't understand and it is the experts who deal with welfare of children - Child Psychologists who have to determine and set up base guidelines. they see child custody issues are childs play not important. 

Hi Aryan and Avantika,

I am at loss of words to say anything. years have gone by but my fight for you  has not stopped i quit everything and running after courts to see you and be part of you. I am fighting against the system. I keep fighting for you. Will never give up.

Love you Aryan and Avantika

Everyday I wake up early , yet still in  bed for hours with your thoughts  in my mind. I go to bed with you in my mind at night. I have so many precious memories of you, but you will live forever in my heart. Love - Your Papa

Dear Aryan & Avantika

Kanna Aryan & Baby Avantika,

In this world where is Bad there good right next;

Where there is Ugly they is Beauty right next;

where there is Evil there is Virtuous;

Where There is Despair there is Hope right next;

Where there is failure there is success right next;

Happiness in life depends on taking conscious decisions 

avoid all that is bad, evil and ugly minds.